芥川龙之介
RyunosukeAkutagawa
芥川龙之介(RyunosukeAkutagawa1892—1927),日本小说家,素有“鬼才”
之称。
他阅读的书籍涉猎极广,中小学时代就喜读阅读江户时代的文学作品,还喜欢阅读《西游记》和《水浒传》等。
芥川早期发表了短篇小说《罗生门》(1915)、《鼻子》(1916)、《芋粥》(1916)、《手帕》(1916)由此确立了他在写作领域的地位。
自1917年至1923年,龙之介所写的短篇小说先后6次结集出版,分别以《罗生门》、《烟草与魔鬼》、《傀儡师》、《影灯笼》、《夜来花》和《春服》为书名,这些优秀作品让芥川龙之介成为日本文坛的“鬼才”
大师。
Itwasachillyevening.AservantofasamuraistoodundertheRashomon,waitingforabreakintherain.
Nooneelsewasunderthewidegate.Onthethickcolumn,itscrimsonlacquerrubbedoffhereandthere,erchedacricket.SincetheRashomonstandsonSujakuAvenue,afewothereoleatleast,insedgehatornoblemansheadgear,mighthavebeenexectedtobewaitingthereforabreakintherainstorButnoonewasnearexcetthisman.
FortheastfewyearsthecityofKyotohadbeenvisitedbyaseriesofcalamities,earthquakes,whirlwinds,andfires,andKyotohadbeengreatlydevastated.OldchroniclessaythatbrokeniecesofBuddhistimagesandotherBuddhistobjects,withtheirlacquer,gold,orsilverleafwornoff,wereheaeduonroadsidestobesoldasfrewood.SuchbeingthestateofaffairsinKyoto,thereairoftheRashomonwasoutofthequestion.Takingadvantageofthedevastation,foxesandotherwildaninalsmadetheirdensintheruinsofthegate,andthievesandrobbersfoundahometheretoo.EventuallyitbecamecustomarytobringunclaimedcorsestothisgateandabandontheAfterdarkitwassoghostlythatnoonedaredaroach.
Flocksofcrowsflewinfromsomewhere.Duringthedaytimethesecawingbirdscircledroundtheridgeoleofthegate.Whentheskyoverheadturnedredintheafterlightofthedeartedsun,theylookedlikesomanygrainsofsesamefungacrossthegate.Butonthatnotacrowwastobeseen,erhasbecauseofthelatenessofthehour.Hereandtherethestonestes,beginningtocrumble,andwithrankgrassgrowingintheircrevices,weredottedwiththewhitedroingsofcrows.Theservant,inawornbluekimono,satontheseventhandhighestste,vacantlywatchingtherain.Hisattentionwasdrawntoalargeimleirritatinghisrightcheek.
Ashasbeensaid,theservantwaswaitingforabreakintherain.Buthehadnoarticularideaofwhattodoaftertherainstoed.Ordinarily,ofcourse,hewouldhavereturnedtohismastershouse,buthehadbeendischargedjustbefore.TheroserityofthecityofKyotohadbeenraidlydeclining,andhehadbeendismissedbyhismaster,whomhehadservedmanyyears,becauseoftheeffectsofthisdecline.Thus,confnedbytherain,hewasatalosstoknowwheretogo.Andtheweatherhadnotalittletodowithhisderessedmood.Therainseemedunlikelytosto.Hewaslostinthoughtsofhowtomakehislivingtomorrow,hellessincoherentthoughtsrotestinganinexorablefate.AimlesslyhehadbeenlisteningtotheatteringoftherainontheSujakuAvenue.
Therain,enveloingtheRashomon,gatheredstrengthandcamedownwithaeltingsoundthatcouldbeheardfaraway.Lookingu,hesawafatblackcloudimaleitselfonthetisofthetilesjuttingoutfromtheroofofthegate.
Hehadlittlechoiceofmeans,whetherfairorfoul,becauseofhishellesscircumstances.Ifhechosehonestmeans,hewouldundoubtedlystarvetodeathbesidethewallorintheSujakugutter.Hewouldbebroughttothisgateandthrownawaylikeastraydog.Ifhedecidedtosteal……Hismind,aftermakingthesamedetourtimeandagain,camefnallytotheconclusionthathewouldbeathief.Butdoubtsreturnedmanytimes.Thoughdeterminedthathehadnochoice,hewasstillunabletomusterenoughcouragetojustifytheconclusionthathemustbecomeathief.
Afteraloudftofsneezinghegotuslowly.TheeveningchillofKyotomadehimlongforthewarmthofabrazier.Thewindintheeveningduskhowledthroughthecolumnsofthegate.Thecricketwhichhadbeenerchedonthecrimson-lacqueredcolumnwasalreadygone.
Duckinghisneck,helookedaroundthegate,anddrewutheshouldersofthebluekimonowhichheworeoverhisyellowthinunderwear.Hedecidedtosendthenightthere,ifhecouldfindasecludedcornershelteredfromwindandrain.Hefoundabroadlacqueredstairwayleadingtothetoweroverthegate.Noonewouldbethere,excetthedead,iftherewereany.So,takingcarethattheswordathissidedidnotslioutofthescabbard,hesetfootontheloweststeofthestairs.
Afewsecondslater,halfwayuthestairs,hesawamovementabove.Holdinghisbreathandhuddlingcat-likeinthemiddleofthebroadstairsleadingtothetower,hewatchedandwaited.Alightcomingfromtheustairsshoneonhisrightcheekwiththered,festeringimlevisibleunderhisstubbywhiskers.Hehadexectedonlydeadeoleinsidethetower,buthehadonlygoneuafewstesbeforehenoticedafreabove,aboutwhichsomeonewasmoving.Hesawadull,yellow,fickeringlightwhichmadethecobwebshangingfromtheceilingglowinaghostlyway.WhatsortofersonwouldbemakingalightintheRashomon……andinastorm?Theunknown,theevilterrifedhi
Asquietlyasalizard,theservantcretutothetoofthesteestairs.Crouchingonallfours,andstretchinghisneckasfarasossible,hetimidlyeeedintothetower.
Asrumorhadsaid,hefoundseveralcorsesstrewncarelesslyaboutthefoor.Sincetheglowofthelightwasfeeble,hecouldnotcountthenumber.Hecouldonlyseethatsomewerenakedandothersclothed.Someofthemwerewomen,andallwerelollingonthefoorwiththeirmouthsoenortheirarmsoutstretchedshowingnomoresignsoflifethansomanyclaydolls.Onewoulddoubtthattheyhadeverbeenalive,soeternallysilenttheywere.Theirshoulders,breasts,andtorsosstoodoutinthedimlight;otherartsvanishedinshadow.Theoffensivesmellofthesedecomosedcorsesbroughthishandtohisnose.
Thenextmomenthishanddroedandhestared.Hecaughtsightofaghoulishformbentoveracorse.Itseemedtobeanoldwoman,gaunt,gray-haired,anddeliriousinaearance.Withainetorchinherrighthand,shewaseeingintothefaceofacorsewhichhadlongblackhair.
Seizedmorewithhorrorthancuriosity,heevenforgottobreatheforatime.Hefeltthehairofhisheadandbodystandonend.Ashewatched,terrifed,shewedgedthetorchbetweentwofoorboardsand,layinghandsontheheadsofthecorse,begantoulloutthelonghairsonebyone,asamonkeykillstheliceofheryoung.Thehaircameoutsmoothlywiththemovementofherhands.
Asthehaircameout,fearfadedfromhisheart,andhishatredtowardtheoldwomanmounted.Itgrewbeyondhatred,becomingaconsumingantiathyagainstallevil.Atthisinstantifanyonehadbroughtuthethequestionofwhetherhewouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief-thequestionwhichhadoccurredtohimalittlewhileago-hewouldnothavehesitatedtochoosedeath.Hishatredtowardevilfareduliketheieceofinewoodwhichtheoldwomanhadstuckinthefoor.
Hedidnotknowwhysheulledoutthehairofthedead.Accordingly,hedidnotknowwhetherhercasewastobeutdownasgoodorbad.Butinhiseyes,ullingoutthehairofthedeadintheRashomononthisstormynightwasanunardonablecrime.Ofcourseitneverenteredhismindthatalittlewhileagohehadthoughtofbecomingathief.
Then,summoningstrengthintohislegs,herosefromthestairsandstrode,handonsword,rightinfrontoftheoldcreature.Thehagturned,terrorinhereyes,andsrangufromthefoor,trembling.Forasmallmomentsheaused,oisedthere,thenlungedforthestairswithashriek.
“Wretch!
Whereareyougoing?”
heshouted,barringthewayofthetremblinghagwhotriedtoscurryasthiStillsheattemtedtoclawherwayby.Heushedherbacktoreventher……theystruggled,fellamongthecorses,andgraledthere.Theissuewasneverindoubt.Inamomenthehadherbythearm,twistedit,andforcedherdowntothefoor.Herarmswereallskinandbones,andtherewasnomorefeshonthemthanontheshanksofachicken.Nosoonerwassheonthefloorthanhedrewhisswordandthrustthesilver-whitebladebeforeherverynose.Shewassilent.Shetrembledasifinaft,andhereyeswereoensowidethattheywerealmostoutoftheirsockets,andherbreathcomeinhoarsegass.Thelifeofthiswretchwashisnow.Thisthoughtcooledhisboilingangerandbroughtacalmrideandsatisfaction.Helookeddownather,andsaidinasomewhatcalmervoice:
“Lookhere,I‘mnotanoffceroftheHighPoliceCommissioner.I’mastrangerwhohaenedtoassbythisgate.Iwon‘tbindyouordoanythingagainstyou,butyoumusttellmewhatyou’redoinguhere.”
Thentheoldwomanoenedhereyesstillwider,andgazedathisfaceintentlywiththesharredeyesofabirdofrey.Shemovedherlis,whichwerewrinkledintohernose,asthoughshewerechewingsomething.Thenaantingsoundlikethecawingofacrowcamefromherthroat:
“Iullthehair……Iulloutthehair……tomakeawig”
Heranswerbanishedallunknownfromtheirencounterandbroughtdisaointment.Suddenlyshewasonlyatremblingoldwomanthereathisfeet.Aghoulnolonger:onlyahagwhomakeswigsfromthehairofthedead-tosell,forscrasoffood.AcoldcontemtseizedhiFearlefthisheart,andhisformerhatredentered.Thesefeelingsmusthavebeensensedbytheother.Theoldcreature,stillclutchingthehairshehadulledoffthecorse,mumbledoutthesewordsinherharshbrokenvoice:
“Indeed,makingwigsoutofthehairofthedeadmayseemagreateviltoyou,butthesethatareheredeservenobetter.Thiswoman,whosebeautifulblackhairIwasulling,usedtosellcutanddriedsnakefeshattheguardbarracks,sayingthatitwasdriedfsh.Ifshehadn‘tdiedofthelague,she’dbesellingitnow.Theguardslikedtobuyfromher,andusedtosayherfshwastasty.Whatshedidcouldn‘tbewrong,becauseifshehadn’t,shewouldhavestarvedtodeath.Therewasnootherchoice.IfsheknewIhadtodothisinordertolive,sherobablywouldntcare.”
Hesheathedhissword,and,withhislefthandonitshilt,helistenedtohermeditatively.Hisrighthandtouchedthebigimleonhischeek.Ashelistened,acertaincouragewasborninhisheart-thecouragewhichhehadnotwhenhesatunderthegatealittlewhileago.Astrangeowerwasdrivinghimintheoositedirectionofthecouragewhichhehadhadwhenheseizedtheoldwoman.Nolongerdidhewonderwhetherheshouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief.Starvationwassofarfromhismindthatitwasthelastthingthatwouldhaveenteredit.
“Areyousure?”
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