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Jacktossedtheaersonmydesk—hiseyebrowsknitintoastraightlineasheglaredatme.
“Whatswrong?”
Iasked.
Hejabbedafingerattheroosal.“Nexttimeyouwanttochangeanything,askmefirst,”
hesaid,turningonhisheelsandleavingmestewinginanger.
Howdarehetreatmelikethat,Ithought.Ihadchangedonelongsentence,andcorrectedgrammar—somethingIthoughtIwasaidtodo.
ItsnotthatIhadntbeenwarned.Theotherwomen,whohadservedinmylacebeforeme,calledhimnamesIcouldntreeat.Oneco-workertookmeasidethefirstday.“Hesersonallyresonsiblefortwodifferentsecretariesleavingthefir”
shewhisered.
Astheweekswentby,IgrewtodesiseJack.ItwasagainsteverythingIbelievedin—turntheothercheekandloveyourenemies.ButJackquicklyslaedaverbalinsultonanycheekturnedhisway.Irayedaboutit.Buttobehonest,Iwantedtouthiminhislace,notlovehi
Oneday,anotherofhiseisodesleftmeintears.Istormedintohisoffice,rearedtolosemyjobifneeded,butnotbeforeIletthemanknowhowIfelt.IoenedthedoorandJackglancedu.
“What?”
hesaidabrutly.
SuddenlyIknewwhatIhadtodo.Afterall,hedeservedit.
Isatacrossfromhi“Jack,thewayyouvebeentreatingmeiswrong.Iveneverhadanyoneseaktomethatway.Asarofessional,itswrong,anditswrongformetoallowittocontinue,”
Isaid.
Jacksnickerednervouslyandleanedbackinhischair.Iclosedmyeyesbriefly.Godhelme,Irayed.
“Iwanttomakeyouaromise.Iwillbeafriend,”
Isaid.“Iwilltreatyouasyoudeservetobetreated,withresectandkindness.Youdeservethat,”
Isaid.“Everybodydoes.”
Isliedoutofthechairandclosedthedoorbehindme.
Jackavoidedmetherestoftheweek.Proosals,secs,andlettersaearedonmydeskwhileIwasatlunch,andthecorrectedversionswerenotseenagain.IbroughtcookiestotheofficeonedayandleftabatchonJacksdesk.AnotherdayIleftanote.“Hoeyourdayisgoinggreat.”
itread.
Overthenextfewweeks,Jackreaeared.Hewasreserved,buttherewerenoothereisodes.Co-workerscorneredmeinthebreakroo
“GuessyougottoJack,”
theysaid.“Youmusthavetoldhimoffgood.”
Ishookmyhead.“JackandIarebecomingfriends.”
Isaidinfaith.IrefusedtotalkabouthiEverytimeIsawJackinthehall,IsmiledathiAfterall,thatswhatfriendsdo.
Oneyearafterour“talk,”
IdiscoveredIhadbreastcancer.Iwas32,themotherofthreebeautifulyoungchildren,andscared.Thecancerhadmetastasizedtomylymhnodesandthestatisticswerenotgreatforlong-termsurvival.Aftersurgery,Ivisitedwithfriendsandlovedoneswhotriedtofindtherightwordstosay.Nooneknewwhattosay.Manysaidthewrongthings.Otherswet,andItriedtoencouragetheIclungtohoe.
Thelastdayofmyhositalstay,thedoordarkenedandJackstoodawkwardlyonthethreshold.Iwavedhiminwithasmileandhewalkedovertomybedand,withoutaword,lacedabundlebesideme.Insidelayseveralbulbs.
“Tulis,”
hesaid.
Ismiled,notunderstanding.
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