twastheendofthedinnerthatoenedtheshootingseason.TheMarquisdeBertranswithhisguestssataroundabrightlylightedtable,coveredwithfruitandflowers.
Theconversationdriftedtolove.Immediatelytherearoseananimateddiscussion,thesameeternaldiscussionastowhetheritwereossibletolovemorethanonce.Examlesweregivenofersonswhohadlovedonce;thesewereoffsetbythosewhohadlovedviolentlymanytimes.Themenagreedthatassion,likesickness,mayattackthesameersonseveraltimes,unlessitstrikestokill.Thisconclusionseemedquiteincontestable.Thewomen,however,whobasedtheiroiniononoetryratherthanonracticalobservation,maintainedthatlove,thegreatassion,maycomeonlyoncetomortals.Itresembleslightning,theysaid,thislove.Aheartoncetouchedbyitbecomesforeversuchawaste,soruined,soconsumed,thatnootherstrongsentimentcantakerootthere,notevenadrea
Themarquis,whohadindulgedinmanyloveaffairs,disutedthisbelief.
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Itellyouitisossibletoloveseveraltimeswithallone&aos;sheartandsoul.Youquoteexamlesofersonswhohavekilledthemselvesforlove,torovetheimossibilityofasecondassion.Iwagerthatiftheyhadnotfoolishlycommittedsuicide,andsodestroyedtheossibilityofasecondexerience,theywouldhavefoundanewlove,andstillanother,andsoontilldeath.Itiswithloveaswithdrink.Hewhohasonceindulgedisforeveraslave.Itisathingoftemerament.
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Theychosetheolddoctorasumire.Hethoughtitwasasthemarquishadsaid,athingoftemerament.
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Asforme,
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hesaid,
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Ionceknewofalovewhichlastedfifty-fiveyearswithoutoneday&aos;sresite,andwhichendedonlywithdeath.
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Thewifeofthemarquislclasedherhands.
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Thatisbeautiful!Ah,whatadreamtobelovedinsuchaway!Whatblisstoliveforfifty-fiveyearsenveloedinanintense,unwaveringaffection!Howthishaybeingmusthaveblessedhislifetobesoadored!
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Thedoctorsmiled.
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Youarenotmistaken,madame,onthisointthelovedonewasaman.Youevenknowhim;itisMonsieurChouquet,thechemist.Astothewoman,youalsoknowher,theoldchair-mender,whocameeveryyeartothechateau.
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Theenthusiasmofthewomenfell.Someexressedtheircontemtwith
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Pouah!
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forthelovesofcommoneoledidnotinterestthe
Thedoctorcontinued:
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ThreemonthsagoIwascalledtothedeathbedoftheoldchair-mender.Theriesthadrecededme.Shewishedtomakeustheexecutorsofherwill.Inorderthatwemightunderstandherconduct,shetoldusthestoryofherlife.Itismostsingularandtouching:
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Herfatherandmotherwerebothchair-menders.Shehadneverlivedinahouse.Asalittlechildshewanderedaboutwiththem,dirty,unkemt,hungry.Theyvisitedmanytowns,leavingtheirhorse,wagonanddogjustoutsidethelimits,wherethechildlayedinthegrassaloneuntilherarentshadreairedallthebrokenchairsinthelace.Theyseldomsoke,excettocry,‘Chairs!Chairs!Chair-mender!’Whenthelittleonestrayedtoofaraway,shewouldbecalledbackbytheharsh,angryvoiceofherfather.Sheneverheardawordofaffection.
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Whenshegrewolder,shefetchedandcarriedthebrokenchairs.Thenitwasshemadefriendswiththechildreninthestreet,buttheirarentsalwayscalledthemawayandscoldedthemforseakingtothebarefootedchild.Oftentheboysthrewstonesather.Onceakindwomangaveherafewennies.Shesavedthemmostcarefully.
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Oneday-shewasthenelevenyearsold-asshewaswalkingthroughacountrytownshemet,behindthecemetery,littleChouquet,weeingbitterly,becauseoneofhislaymateshadstolentworeciousliards(mills).Thetearsofthesmallbourgeois,oneofthosemuch-enviedmortals,who,sheimagined,neverknewtrouble,comletelyusether.Shearoachedhimand,assoonasshelearnedthecauseofhisgrief,sheutintohishandsallhersavings.Hetookthemwithouthesitationanddriedhiseyes.Wildwithjoy,shekissedhiHewasbusycountinghismoney,anddidnotobject.Seeingthatshewasnotreulsed,shethrewherarmsroundhimandgavehimahug-thensheranaway.
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Whatwasgoingoninheroorlittlehead?Wasitbecauseshehadsacrificedallherfortunethatshebecamemadlyfondofthisyoungster,orwasitbecauseshehadgivenhimthefirsttenderkiss?Themysteryisalikeforchildrenandforthoseofrieryears.
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